
Listening to 最爱的人不是你 intro by babymin.
I'll be leaving singapore this sunday to BKK. 20years of dream gonna fulfill by him, I'm crying now while typing this, i'm getting emotional by this song.
1st time taking aeroplane.
1st time my passport got a stamp.
1st time going oversea with my Boyfriend.
1st time staying in a hotel.
1st time 5days in a goal spend with Boyfriend.
I've so many 1st time with him, i never regret waiting & patching with you baby. You did your part being a wonderful boyfriend. We broke up in 2008, i didn't knew you always secretly read my blog checking whether i'm attached not till you told me. I really love HTHT session with you. Thanks God let me meet you @ carina birthday, let me get drunk and get to hold my hand. I'm the 1st gf with you celebrating your birthday, i promise everyear i'll be the one celebrating with you, i've already plan your 21st bday already. Sometimes you always make me cry so much for you, cause i really love you baby, I promise you, you'll be the 1st boyfriend i bring home to see my dad alright (without plasma tv) i hope you keep your promise, don't ever leave like you did in 2008. If you were to fly away again, i promise i'll never wait for you again. I just kept crying and crying suddenly, thinking of how you left me. I don't wish to think whether we can lasts not, but i always remember we've many 1st time together. When i'm fucking angry when we quarrel you always come disturb me till i can't get angry but to laugh at you. Tell me how not to love you leh. I guess if you read this, you'll be flying. Gonna dry my tears and sleep already. Gonna enjoy our honeymood holiday :)