I've tried really hard,

put in all my ultimate best.

But what do I get for being there for you?

Nothing except being taken for granted.

things changes in a day. how i wish was a dream. tears are falling again.perhaps it shouldn't happen. still friends?

I must thanks Master: Ang YongWei & Advisor : Teo Muling.

times passes fast. i just don't wish to have any burden.

Live for myself and not for others shall enjoy myself tomorrow.

yesterday night after work headed to celebrate Linda's last day of work @KBox. many things happen Mu was with his ex bf and friends eating @ small S11. around 10 people wanted to find fault with three of his friends.when she called i thought was bullshit. i went down alone there; i saw almost 30 over people omg! i lazy to mention much i think they have settle among themselves both parties i know. i couldn't imagine their so called ''SHUI'' came so fast yeah they have bikes so yah.. linda & mickey was shocked too.

during K singing me & mu cried. something really happen but is sound silly lol. is just a small misunderstanding. perhaps i cried because i can't lost this friend of mine that's TEO MULING.

JUST MU'S & RED'S.

last night was chatting with muling we were talking about jun lun he passed away on last friday. heard this news from ah yong. he was the only son of the family. that time saw him he was fine after few days he passed away. friends couldn't accept the facts still i can tell how ah duck is feeling now.hopefully he'll reply me a msg asap.

life is really unpredictable.

i'm afraid.

rest in peace jun lun.

met kaki in the noon @ tpy station then headed to town met her mum to shaw to get some stuffs. 1st headed to wheelock place Sakae Sushi luckily kaki got debit card 10% off, we get our stomach full. went to topman to get hubby two new clothings fortunate him right? hahaha our legs like going to break loh bought myself Gucci rush perfume, a pair of flats , 3 new boxers. wanting to get the Long Champ handbag but not much colours left. Kaki bought Pull & Bear skirt, a perfume. i did not buy any clothing for myself nothing caught my eyes perhaps no mood but seriously did enjoying shopping with Kaki she keep saying that i always change topic? she knows my character very well hahaha. ehhh reached home jackie was still fine able to bark!feeding medicine he went to zzz. may he recover soon. thanks friends that text me that they had pray for my dog!hugs.

past few days my life was like hell swollen eyes due to crying, my gma discharge today doctor said the cells has been spread yah is cancer, followed by my precious dog Jackie. he keeps vomitting so decided to buy him see doctor yesterday i was sad that i can't take last minute leave luckily my brother off. Doctor said that precious was still strong @ this age only his heart is not well. you know what my dog has been with me for 12 years. plus two years he was with his real owner. so is 14 years. precious was found at along braddell road by my mum nearly had an accident.

precious.

baby is going overseas on 31thMarch is unbearable. i'll wait for you baby don think so much alright. readers out there pray that my dog will recover soon alright. he's just like a son to me i couldn't imagine if one day he really pass away but least he leave a scar on me. i'm having so much stress now i just want to relax myself meeting kaki later. =(

i miss muling so bored during work, 2morrow is my off day going shopping with my mum. yongwei cut new hair so kiddy loh. anyway my relationship didn't stop. this month is our 20th anniversary.

To all passerby: I've a bf that's KOH ZHEN LONG.
stop tagging asking whether i've a bf not. thanks.

yesterday noon time, andy kor, qin yuan came to look for me. followed by desmond & weiyao came. i congrets desmond is gonna get married with sue fen on June 14th this year finally. we had so much fun yesterday i guess rumors is coming omg. my gma will discharge 2morrow morning i'll be busy at work & home. i want to go shopping soon. sat my pay day. gucci strap wait for me. i'm a happy baby.

my cellphone.

yesterday my grandmother was admitted to mount alveria hosptial, i was so happy to see kor, qin yuan, weiyao they came and support messy leh. today during work was fun and worried for my gma. her operation started at 12am-6plus. luckily brother called but sadly was the doctor found is too late the tumors has spread even they operate, when everyone heard this news they cried. but there is still hope is to go for therapy. relatives discussed to keep this bad news from my gma. after work daddy came and fetch me to visit gma, when i saw her she's was eating her supper i can see in her watering eyes i couldn't control i quickly wept my tears. luckily during work there're neighbours playing with me. thanks. 2morrow shall continued.

You'll always be the sun in my sky.

It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday,

Even though we go seprate ways.

you're the one i'll always missed.

you're in a relationship now

be a best man not a loser man.

in fact i lost in your minds games.

this was friday photos. my motorola neighbour ruth bought a new pet named ah beng. she bring to my shop and walked around. doris came and bring in replenish we chit chat so many matters happening. next day heard from ruth ah beng was sick. sad. i'll pray for him.

mumu & ah beng.

love is tender.you left without explaining clearly.
you're not a loser.
get me back soon.
i must try to move on,
i've wonderful friends around me.

i've been waiting and waiting. i'm trying to be silly now. please wake myself up. but i'm trying to be serious.

yesterday was a happening day for me & messy. andy kor called me in the morning asking wanna cai qing @ messy mah. not because of someone i wouldn't fork out the money to let them come, kor said next time treat me meals. they came i was shocked to see the crowd watching them perform at my shop. they even thought i was the boss! no i'm not! 2lions. luckily the oranges not spoiled. is qx & ah ang cai qing. i gave them $$$ as hongbao.they perform very well the applause was loud.i spend almost all my money. omg!

as for today. i was sad in the morning, night was happy. i hope he'll continue making me happy. thanks boy!