Time can never mend the careless mistakes you made.

I'm sorry if i hurt you, Sigh i'm a sinner now.

Lil Megan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVEN LAU & MERRY CHRISTMAS.

I shouldn't have stay so long @ my boss house gambling, I should rush down to meet silly. I miss him just like how he miss me. When baby told me what he said to her, my heart pump back for him again. I don't know what to do, if i pump back my heart for him again. Sigh I'm such a sinner.

Christmas eve.

Working alone, packing new stocks, serving customers. I'm so pissed off with a aunty lah. Sales was good luckily i still can manage. Finally is time to knock off, when to buy a log cake as Christmas gift for Messy. Reach there, omg they damm power those sprays can were everywhere. Molly bought one carton, i went to get two cans to protect myself :) Suggested to go Molly place to celebrate Christmas.

Funny Incident.

When we reached molly blk downstair, there were me,molly,eugene,benny,meizhu, prisclla, john & uncle. We all enter to one lift but john was too heavy so he & uncle step out 1st. The moment the lift close, Eugene & Benny took the sprays out & bushhhhh at us. Everyone in the lift was face down back behind then when the lift finally open we dash there's was a dog & a one couple when they enter to the lift they was shocked saw so many snows & sprays. You know what we actually went to the wrong storey so waited for the lift again, now is me & molly turn, Benny & eugene sprays was finish we started to spray happily then eugene shouted '' Why the lift not moving?'' Then i check ALAMAK we forget to press. Then continue to spray for few seconds finally reached all dash out. Reach molly sister house ''Lina'' My shirt was so soapy with the snow foams. Get myself clean, saw a table with Uncles & Aunties they were GAMBLING, actually i was standing to watch only till a uncle ask me to join then my hand got itchy i told benny i play 1st he said he go eat 1st hahaha. Those Uncles were damm humorous lah! In the end i lost 30 plus benny lost 100 plus. Banker win. Finally reached 12am i ring Silly up & wish him Happy Birthday & Merry Christmas, he told me he maybe not going to BQ already so i said i think i also not going as i was engross in gambling. After blackjack, went to watch those adults playing disc.

Rule:
Double One= You can point anyone to drink.
4=Reverse position.
7= you can choose to pour how much liquor to that glass.
8=You have to drink half of the liquor on the glass
9= You have to finish the whole glass.

Juile tipsy.

While watching, Julie had to drink the whole glass of martell she kept calling Priscilla to help her, as Pris said she's a good drinker, but she going to play manjong, so i decided to help her ta half glass, then a adult ask me to join in the game. My beside was one uncle damm funny he was sitting between me & Julie we kept sabo him lol. Yeah, i drank quite a lot maybe a lot. I was very unlucky, They ask me whether i'm a good drinker? i reply of course but deep down i really tipsy hahaha. Luckily benny was sitting beside me i was comfortably laying on him while playing.We finish one bottle of Martell so rest for 2nd round. Julie also cannot make it already. One thing about me no matter how much i drink my face won't turn Red maybe my blood got struck somewhere. John face was so red & he's feeling hot too. Ring Weijie up it was to late to meet them up @ Ktv as the nightclub close at 3am. So decide to meet them for prawning, i know i was tipsy but i got the kick for prawning, molly drove me to bishan, then waited for weijie they still haven't leave the place. There's so many people prawning over there omg, so cancel headed home. When i reach the lift alone i pause awhile i feeling i need to vomit, so i tell myself must endure till i reach home omg the lift fucking slow i quickly ran towards my house rush to my toilet bowl and here is goes, ..... i ate few FERRERO ROCHER while i was drinking. I vomited 3 times, i don't why while i'm vomiting in the same times i was crying feeling very uncomfortable i didn't shower After removing my make-up i drank a full glass of warm water before i concuss, then Baby ring me up she ask me to join her @ BQ as she was with Silly, i think i told her i was going to sleep i guess. My mum sense that i went drinking when i slept beside her, i just hack her and enter my sleep.

Christmas Day.

@ Thai Disco.

Geographer.

Luckily meizhu came over to help me, text with baby in the noon asking about silly she told me this & that. Thanks Mich Sis for the present :) After work, wanting to meet weijie for prawning but i miss baby more so headed to Golden Mile Thai Disco to meet her, stay a while they want to change place so headed to geographer again. Sad donkey can't join us he has duty wor :) i drink his share hahaha. Chatted with baby about silly, arghh i guess baby knows what i'm thinking she's clever with my problem. I'm clever about her problem i guess. Baby seriously you look pretty while you doll up, please don't be lazy alright.

Focus on her lips, she's the one i dote the most.

Thursday.

Sales was good, damm busy serving customers as i was alone :( After work watch IP MAN with weijie, derrick & huiying. I don't have time to buy tickets early as i was busy, so after closing i rush up to get the tickets only left the 1st row. Although our head was sour but worth it. I kept laughing in the beginning. After movie headed to 400 plus to eat then prawning again. NB me & weijie caught nothing, only derrick & huiying. I enjoy every outing with them :)

Friday.

Benny.

my supper :)

While i was working, suddenly meizhu came & report for work which doris didn't inform me but is good at least there's another helper :) After work cabby to bugis to collect something, eugene drove me & benny to changi airport budget terminal to eat i don't how to praise is my 1st time there like SU GU like that, ate western food damm worth it. Eugene drove me home after everything.

Saturday.

Woke up early morning, went to KK for check-up again luckily no need test my blood. I hate waiting, wandering around saw lot's of young mummies made me think of the past. After check-up headed to Uncle house @ Farrer park, visit baby megan. Around 2 plus meet weijie @ Tampines Mall. I guess almost 6 months i didn't step there, it reminds me when i was with ZL, alright is over, shop around while waiting for derrick to fetch us went to play arcade. Headed to Singapore Flyer is my 1st time sitting, damm lots of people, we share one capsule with some interesting elderly they kept counting down how much we left for the tickets. I don't dare to look down from so high. After flyer, went to Marina Square to walk around had our dinner @ Sakae Sushi, after dinner shop around didn't shop for what huiying wanted :( Left Marina to Bishan Prawning, when we reached like full house seh, sitting @ a corner see other prawning after they left we occupy their seats damm high morale we prawn for 3hours is our 1st time caught around 20plus prawns. I love to see the person 1st reaction when they caught the prawn, raindrops spinster everywhere. Weijie bought home to cook, maybe meeting them 2morrow for prawning again.

Sunday.

Actually planning to stay at home the whole day, then last minute i have a urge to watch Sex Drive. Then called weijie & his friends. I went to central to get my nails done, back for family dinner get change waited for derrick, Huiying & Weijie to fetch me, headed to cine 1st the seats were separated so decide to try our luck @ The cathay drove over no luck still. So we plan to go Bishan for prawning, omg i addicted to prawning, my 1st time without my colleague around. 1st we seated at another side then no luck then kept spying on another side their Feng Shui good, then after they left we switched to there, weijie caught 1 immediately. Prawn for 3hours caught 10 prawns:) After prawning derrick drove me home.

Monday.

I got to woke up for work again, didn't slept well for 3days :( work work work... Last minute watched ''THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL'' @ hub with weijie, his sister, derrick & huiying. Hmmm, this show better than Twilight :) After movie brainfreeze our heads decided to go prawning again, derrick drove weijie sis home 1st then headed to Pasir Ris for prawing damm WULU & SMELLY the place. We prawn for 1hour only caught 1! 1 prawn for $26/- hahaha i prefer bishan more happening. I took cab home. Sat got medical appointment, Spore Flyer? Tampines Mall? ...

Friday.

Wasn't really busy at work, as it was really quiet, i left my phone at home, so i called my brother to go back home to collect for me :) saw lots of missed calls and messages. Last minute confirm with R to go rounding with him, he know ivan, chunyao also. So they came to fetch me after work, then went to bugis to collect my salary. After collecting we hang around at bugis Jospeh came also, then we decide to watch midnight show @ cine, ''Twilight'' i fall asleep in the middle of the show damm boring, funny part was R and Ivan were texting each other while i was sitting in the middle of them.Reached home around 5am. Thanks for the ride.

Sweetheart

Saturday.

I meet Sweetheart around 5 to vivo city, it been so long i didn't shop there, I told weijie if there fate we will met each other @ there. Damm crowded sales everywhere, i bought a Bebe top finally, then went to Pull & Bear bought a tank, then headed to Topshop get my personal accessorize, we had our dinner at Carle Junior i was on the phone with weijie then they came to us. His sister was damm skinny & pretty. Then chatted a while they left, went to Levis i get a T-shirt for benny birthday. Saw weijie & co @ there also. Shop a while more, train back to bugis saw weijie & co also in a same cabin seh, his sister was so friendly weijie was damm shy can. They going to catch a movie @ tamp Twilight, so me & sweeheart alight at bugis.

Me & Doris

Tom & Jerry.

Couples.

Shop at Bugis junction bought two bottle Home Fragrance oil from The Body Shop. Doris called rush me to meet her @ street to make water bombs for benny, we were damm retarded. I was bomb by benny also, fuck! After closing we had steamboat at Tian Tian Hou Guo, 12 of us squeeze into a Family Car luckily the journey wasn't far. I ate lots of prawns oh my! I'm the one to help them to peel the prawn shells alright. fter eating is time to cut his birthday cake, after cutting yeah is time for bashes, cakes, lemon tea, eggs, flours etc were all over the place. I was the camera women for the day, suddenly R text me did i go Zouk out? Crazy damm crowded seh, no prawning tonight also as everyone get so smelly & dirty :) after everything doris plan who send who back of course i with doris as she stay fews blocks away from me. 1st send Woodlands, then amk, then bishan then Toa Payoh. The journey was damm long, Doris said the car feels lighter, had a short hearttalks with her in the car @ my house downstair.Reached home 4am :)

The mistake i made is very clear, Yes, That's the reason.

All the bitter sweet memories is all i'm taking with me, I know i'm not what you need, i hope you always keep these memories with you. Now you finally see inside of me is strong. Tonight will be a memory, tomorrow will be a new beginning. There will always be a tomorrow. My heart feels lighter suddenly no more overflow.

A romance has develop,
ending it won't be easy, but sometimes a breakup is a blessing :)

你说明天 就等明天
明天似乎离我太遥远
我在思念 只能思念
用思念填充没有你的夜

寂寞冲破了底线
在心中盘旋你看不见
任由心痛在蔓延
怎么勇敢去跨越 跨越

怕感情出了界
你的爱还在不在
全世界都在变
我只为了你存在
你纵然不言悔
却从不曾了解
我要的不过就是能安定的感觉

怕真心出了界
怎么说你才明白
我已经走不开
幸福的门为你开
别只给你的爱
却不给我未来
我用什么等待

GoodBye.

♥030908♥

Yesterday meet baby, kun, meiyun, xh & yaokun @ cine, i was late! Rounding around town, had our dinner @ sakae wheelock place. Then walked to far east, i can't shop when guys are around i feel awkward. From fareast to cine visit Kaki a while then ate dessert @ LJS. Meiyun drove me to bugis thanks for the ride. baby left with her. Headed to bugis to celebrate eugene b'day, we bought a G-shock limited edition watch for him. Celebrate his b'day @ haji lane a restaurant i ate grilled chicken, damm full reached home force myself to vomit if not i can't sleep. Tuesday back to work :)

I dream of silly last night, I don't know, but i believe, I'm still the one that you've left behind. This song reminds me of when i'm still together with you.

sakae:)

wrapped with newspaper(Eugene present)

he's happy receiving this gift.